HAPPY 100 PAGES!!

 Preamble: 

HOLY CARP :OOO I did not even notice I was that close to 100. This is really awesome sauce!!! I don't know what these means for the book since I don't know the page count but... I know I'm more than half way done and I'm so exited to finish this book and even more excited to start another one!!!! 

 

Thank you thank you to my readers from those reading since the first to those starting now! thank you :33 <333333!!!!!

 Catty woman *rawr* 

 I don't really know my superheros... just the hot ones. so that's superman and Catwoman. I'm just not much a fan of super heros. I knew I liked making comics as a kid but something about superhero comics were just kinda boring to me. and by then I love the niche internet artists and weird graphic novels like Big Nate or Bowie.

 

I'm an audio nerd if you ain't know. and one brand I love to source audio equipment is dayton audio. and they have their own banger line of speakers and a driver and tweeter manufacturer it makes sense for them to also sell loud speakers. and this is their lineup of oldschool looking speakers. It reminds me of old Jbl and 80s floor standing speakers. so cool 

 All The Children Are Dead 

This is a study of the cover from the album doll doll doll by Venetian Snares. which is a massive recommendation from me if you love IDM and hardcore. It's quite the terror filled auditory experience.

 

With an overall theme of violence Snares synthesizes horrid sharp and brooding basslines and sound effects. like the heavily distorted bass drum in "all the children are dead" and ambience and space creates tons of tension. tension that releases and the apex of noise. the bass swells and the snare cuts at your ears.  

 

It's truly disturbing and the cover is just as disturbing. with a clinical look this album does have themes of child murder and death. It's a masterpiece and auditory horror movie 

 Mai Name is Boxxy :3 

Shout out sleepaway camp A super goated and underrepresented old school horror movie. It's weird since it has all the perfect themes to be a classic. dumb teenagers, summer camp, a CRAZY plot twist and awesome cheesy kills? It's making want to rewatch it just thinking of it. 

 

Hello Mrs.panty lines!!! HOLY FUCK I love pencil skirts. though I would imagine they are rather restricting, they just look so damn good. I love a ladies fupa and legs and pencil skirts just let those shine so damn well.

 

Boxxy Boxxy! she's so awesome sauce and quite the internet icon to me. Her huge Eyeliner wings are just so cute to me and my fav scene look. other than the huge swooping hair too.

 The smug bastard arrives again!! 

I ain't drawn my pony sona since like 10 pages ago and he needs all the attention so here he is again!!

 

It's so nice to his his evolution since I originally made him all chubby and fem but now he's slim and trim. he's so cute a smug and full of evil. 

 

spongebob? yeah.. I made him a cute emo boy. I just love his jellyfishing glasses so I just drew him with the fit on and he just always got that shit on. but looking at it now he don't really look to much like spongebob. more like one of them tally hall boys. but the glasses and lashes shure do help. I always loved that spongebob got to be a hero while also being a little weirdo

 Ciggy girl :3 

I've said this before but I did have a stint with extreme videos and content like gore and hardcore fetish content. it was extremely degenerate of me.

 

That's always an indicator of those who had grown up on the internet is their normalization of gore and extreme kinks. it's a sort of twisted pride that I hold cause of how sterilized the web has become. purging sites for the sake of mass appeal. 

 

it just makes the internet so inauthentic and commercial. It sucks. the first is from what I imagine to be some JAV but the other is a vomit fetish video called fruit salad where this girl eats fruit and vomits said fruit into a jar. 

 This little bunny bastard. 

new Fursona design? yurp. I've always had a soft spot for toony fursonas and I wanna dabble in it too. and of course my fav cartoon bunny or wabbit. bugs, such a sly thing of course it's me!.

 

and the whole cross dressing thing is something I fw of course. It's to fool the enemy of course that's why wear form fitting dresses and a face full of makeup.

 

I'm not much of a toon artist but this would be good practice :3 but this might just be a little era and I'll go back to normal pretty bunny.

 Him again.. 

This is what I really want the look to be. I mean it matches me more than the super fem body looking older sona.

 

But like I said I am not a very good cartoonist so this is some fun little practice with drawing. but I mean look at him he's such boy slut. it's really how I been feeling really. with the whole getting slim thing.

 

It's been great for my confidence really. I mean it's reflecting in all of my personal work. not to be narcissistic or anything its just that Y'know lack of confidence has been a problem for a long part of my life and this change is just making everything feel different. 

 Don't tell anyone that I misused company supplies... please? 

there's my sona again... in a pretty sheer polka dot dress. I would not hate cross dressing. not for like fetish reasons but like I want to look pretty :3 I would certainly never feminize myself for a man again... shesh.

 

The other scrap is a service tag for cars in need of maintenance. The huge no gave me an idea and thought it would be funny for it to be a censor.

so of course I put it over a girls huge rack so that's what I did. It was just a pretty simple and dumb idea but I can't help but love it. chubby cute with a pixie cut! she's incredible.

 W Seed 

This is one of those brainrot edits of speed but I can't help but love it. it's like a perfectly cartoonish look. It looks really awesome and was such an interesting study

 

this scrap was something really interesting to find. I was going to get my oil changed and next to the hunting magazines was christian evangelizing pamphlets 

 

I just had to read some of it and it was some of the really basic Christianity stuff, like how we are a vessel for gods word. and like live for god, and all the other crap. its something I'm far to familiar with and It never really convinced me of anything.

 Overall 

This is such a cool milestone to be hitting, and I did not really notice. Y'know I did not notice how many pages I go though weekly. but this project has been going on for 5 months now.   

 

But now the real question is... what am I gonna use to compile the entire book. I had not really thought of it until now... I really am gonna have to start looking around because before I know it I'll be facing a finished book and no way to publish the whole thing.
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Woman Of The Overlands!!

 I wanted this to look like a cool western poster but made it ended up looking like a cheap cowgirl porno :( 

I still think it looks really badass though. such a masculine stance makes her stand rested and confident and she sure is resting well.

 

I got the info from a fem friend that it's far more comfortable for women to do their chest day shirtless. And thought like a dress down to cool down theme would be cool. the prompt I drew was mountains and I would reckon a country girl in the mountains would be proper hot. hot enough to strip down and rest. 

 

At first the main outfit inspo was from lumberjacks but cutting the pants to shorts and no plaid on the jacked just made her look like a cowboy more than anything. her body looks incredible. nice and well cut and defined. and pretty little perky breast compliment her slim body well.

 

My fav touch has to be her unbuttoned shorts. as if shorts aren't enough she needs to let loose and give a little peep at her panties to air out. It's such a pretty tease and also adds to her confidence since she does not care to see anyone staring.

 

So overall! I really like it :33 n   

 

My Oh My, What a Girl~

my yearning is getting stronger... It's pathetic I know. It's becoming a more a more upfront topic of my art. I can see it, I'm such a loser for the feminine spirit.

 

Though It's not through a sexual means this does represent my attitude. such a pure representation of desire a praise it does seem a bit unhealthy to me but I can't help but feel this way.

 

Worship creates distance though, The way I her just makes me seem unworthy in different means. to where I need to recognize it is another human with just as much issues as me. I just hope my attachment can change to something healthier, I know it's this obsession that put me into a deep depression. I need to watch myself and even distance myself somewhat.