Bug Blog 01-28-26

 Back Home? 

So around December my sister said she was moving and I had been living with her for about 2 years now. which is kinda crazy to think about. I thought on it but only had once choice to move back in with my mom.

 

back to a very important house to me. it was after moving out to miles Texas in 2021 that I found myself, the isolation and getting away from the inner city changed me for the better. to be back in that house again is really nice.

 

the area is just full of life. from farm animals to stray cats and deer. I can see it through my old art where I expressed nature and my sexuality. it was a time of massive change and then again with my weight loss this house represents a time of change.

 Speaking of change... 

With the whole dealing with moving and settling in thing I had kinda been slacking on dieting... I am now in a healthier BMI so I increased my calories. being in a massive deficit was just not fun. cravings and being tired all the time was just really tough especially with working out.

 

I am NOT going on the bulk no matter how fun it sounds I do not have the money to double my servings to gain "lean mass" like I said before I'm aiming to build a masculine figure and not like a body builder figure. and yes I see those and two different things pretty much...

 

 YESS YESS I SAW HER 

I finally got to go out with a friend twice this last month. it was just so lovely. she's the sweetest thing I wanna keep in my life no matter what.

I got to hear what she had been doing the years I had not seen her for and Overall it was just SO nice to chat with her. and we also went on a ""date"". it's what I wish it was at least. but just seeing her was so nice. I could talk dumb all day about her but I'm just so excited to think about what we will do in the future.

 GRAPHICS 

Swag fact I did 2 years of graphic design in high school. I love graphic design and getting into that workflow is so fun. and I actually decided to integrate my artwork into a design and became ADDICTED.

 

I'm not the best at drawing backgrounds but designing backgrounds and stuff makes this like almost poster quality I would say. I love it, it adds so much to the quality of my art. sorta like Little big planet type of scrap booking look.

It's been so fun and really refreshed my skills. y'know I've had them this whole time but to get back into that type of work flow is friggin peak!

 Rest in Piss my tik tok 

So after tik tok went under American ownership naturally censorship occurred. I reckon chinese owned tik tok had censorship. it's been pretty integral for both alt left and right.

 

But now there is prominent censorship of Content relating to the corrupt drump administration and 1mm1grat1ion issues. this and More privacy issues is enough for me to just pack it up. it seems as more of a tool of this administration rather than an actual platform of the people.

 

So naturally I deleted my acc and app.

 

 The fuckass ice storm 

There was an ice storm due for the entire weekend of the 22nd. I had known for the whole week but naturally I could not anticipate how bad the storm would actually be considering the last time we got snow was from the last infrastructure crippling storm back in 21.

 

 But I can't really say anything crazy happened. except I just got like 4 days off work and I could not leave the house. But THANK GOD any hours I was scheduled for will be paid by the company. the cabin fever kicked in pretty quick but I had I worked last night and got groceries so we are back to normal. and it feels good to see and feel the sunlight.

 

 Overall 

This month has been FUFIN INCREDIBLE. to be the honest. health kinda stagnated BUT other points of life have gotten better. I feel My diet and the benefits of my weight training and Calesthetics.

 

My new room at the house is way bigger than my old room and I'm just loving it all. I can only hope next month will be as good as the last. Love u all! thank you for reading!!! :333     o 

Through Rain or shine, clouds in the sky, The brightest stars, are in your eyes.

 Night time. something always special to me 

I used to be a MAJOR night owl. A connection I had to silence and watching adult swim. now I'm older and not living in a lively home anymore.

 

something so intimate and peaceful. especially with another person. not particularly in a sexual sense but also in the means of connection.

 

The pose is beautiful, a pretty rotund body and a cute face turning away from the window. using heavy shadows to show the subtle yet revealing kiss of the moonlight. it's beautiful really. I kinda tried Moe anime eyes just to kinda fuck around but I think it came out really pretty. I tried to make it anime style but.. you know fat girls and anime... kinda don't fit the aesthetic.

Studies 01/27/26

 Charles Bargue Studies 

It's not often that I do proper studies but I really need to do more. and this particular study is pretty important to artist. 

 

This is the bargue plates a set of images that help tons in simplification and form and rendering. simplification is massively important when it comes to making form out of complex shapes like human anatomy.

 

I really recommend these studies to newer people. at least sections of bargue plates. like for the study of the head I mostly just drew the face. Even as someone that does not draw realism studying real things and using fine art studying methods are still very important.

 

I know studies are kinda like the veggies on the plate but Just do your freaking studies during your art block at least...      

 I'm working on my NUDE beach body 

I love her so muchhhh!!! she's so chubby and pretty!!!. Her beautiful small and firm breasts highlight her fullness. 

down to her plump belly and wide hips, FUCK I love it so much.

 

I used the tropical look Ironically It's snowing in Texas. Snow in texas I like a one in 3 year event so it was rather special to me to see snow. I got the idea from femme beach tropical. coconut girl is the more applicable word. tying a connection to the tropics to fashion.

 

Outfits are so adorable to. like shorts and cropped tees over bikinis and sheer dresses and flowers. there's alot of crossover with hippie and naturalist culture with accessories that derive from nature or copy from nature. (shell necklaces, waist beads and flowers)

 

 Hibiscus and Cute Swimsuits. 

coconut girl is very vibrant with emphasis on pink yellow and blue. often colors derived from flowers or tropic locations. which is so cute.

 

and of course... I love to see those girls in the sunlight! pretty brown and blonde girls with flowers in their hair in cute small outfits...  DUH who does not love that. especially when they got such cute accessories :3  

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Can Monster Act as an Aphrodisiac?

 Momster 

I Like the whole "Adam and Eve" type of censoring I did there. It's pretty cute and endearing to me. kind of anticipation I would say since the hair could not perfectly stay above the nipples.

 

I gave her A TON of piercings. maybe even more than normal I won't lie. but goddamn she does certainly look like a badass.

I know monster has "monster girls" but not to this NSFW degree but I know the real monster girls look like this. this or hello kitty girls that only drink pipeline punch. this is something I COLORED? which is huge. I did my fav thing and gave her dyed tips? its that the word? idk I love girls with crazy dyed hair.

 

I got a little silly with it and made it into a kinda parody of a full page magazine ad. something about weird studies really had advertisers swearing their product did something and for this I thought monster claiming to be a sex promoting drink would be funny. but actually doing the research brought some things to light to me which was kinda crazy.

from what I read caffeine from coffee I would assume can lessen the risk of ED in men. which vascularity and blood flow is certainly aided with caffeine. and as a daily coffee drinker... I will not comment. BUT ALSO caffeine can also increase female arousal. which y'know we are all winning here so like. drink up yall do it for your sexual health!!     c 

 

The Office Goth

 My addiction for older office ladies continues.. 

Something about office siren is so hot to me. mature and somewhat dominant. I'm such a whore for that. especially if she's super scary with black eyes.

 

I love the pose it presents her perky tits and figure well.and DUHHH I gave her piercings cause they frame the nipple and areola well. I used the ring instead of the bar just to switch it up. also I do not know or understand the health implications of nipple piercings on REAL women. I just love them on my fake girls.

 

It was pretty hard to tie office siren to pastel goth but I tried really hard. especially finding goth office supplies. legit JUST those two are the best examples I could pull from google for goth office supplies. 

 

Barbra "Doll"

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 I Got The Idea From a Friend 

She had mentioned the centerfold template and I really liked it. this is more of a full spread rather than a centerfold but I still wanted the same idea. and at this time I had come across a pretty old pic from my ref folder and I had to draw her

 

I goddamn LOVE chubby girls. so soft and rotund in the right areas, I'd only want to treat these girls with such gentle treatment. it's these girls that are just the nicest brown sugar big miss sweetness I only want to love.

 

ENOUGH of that. I really liked designing the background and little texts. Something about porn mag design is how clear and forward the designs are. we know the clear focus of the image so it's often the design works FOR the model rather than the design working with the model.

 

It's kinda hard to have fun and try new stuff with a pretty limited style. While I do love highlighting my Art. I still have a lot of fun with trying to hard with my graphics.