Being a Man,And Coping with Your Increasing Obscurity

Preface: This is not intended to be misandrist. Though I may use some degrading comments against men. I will not be here to only list bad things about men. not to bow to an Foid. if you want to see a man hating man go watch Curtis Connor or other grainful breadtubers. and this will also only be relating to dating. there are many aspects of life that men are very important and needed in.

I'm empathetic enough to understand women's issues with men. I am not here to justify those actions. nor am I here to help you process those issues or use comments to air your hatred for men. Overall this video is not intended for women. 

 

Masculinity is something a lot of us are tired of. those who suffer from the change it brings to those who fail to live to those expectations. It's a constant need and feeling of confidence. but never has it felt so weak, and insecure. Men are constantly failing to meet the bar of decency. 

Maybe the feminist won. or maybe the girls will come crawling back after their POS high tier chad leaves them and you finally ascend to HTN 9.5. This is the mindset that is absolutely killing your growth as a person. thinking you are one quality away from acceptance will leave you forever chasing bodies and aesthetics you never needed. neglecting everything else.

 

Being zeroed in on these things makes you to have some sort of entitlement that is causing your predisposed hatred for women. spending months on something makes you really feel like you deserve something. but we as humans don't deserve each other due to boxes we check. I know there are people that are willing to abuse your efforts but you must only face it as to what it is.
Face value empathy can only get you so far thus comes the nice guy complex. the playbook of many incels. being just better than worse, more time into a weak effort only makes one worse off.  That's when true colors show. the anger and frustration in a grand showing of your true horrid character. somewhat of a projection considering I had done the same song and dance this month. no matter how highly i see myself I can only be defined by that low moment. 
 

It's these deeper rooted issues that I really need to work on. not that I "totally understand the implications of being feminine as a punchline is inherently rooted in misogyny". the simple puddle deep shlock I only spew to raise my liberal social credits.

 I had ignored that I harbor the emotional dependency of my mother. putting pressure on my partner to know small acts may cause me to close off or become irrational and angry cause I am sensitive. 
due to women's growing independence. we are not in the same higher ground position the generations before us had. Financially and status wise there's not much of anything we can offer that women don't have access to. what does that leave us to. still trying to tie meaning to these past status symbols of masculinity is all we have left.

 

alike the personalities of the manosphere They can only hold their masculine qualities like trophies to impress other men. ego runs as deep as their need for acceptance. as if these things make them any better than you. lets leave that since manophere is a dead horse subject.

it is still up to you to be a better man. women still like men, they would not objectify us if they did not.(gay men more than anything but that is a different vibeo)  it's what we changed or more accurately stagnated into. that makes it an issue. someone that does not really understand patience or even basic discipline.

 

 Basically be a better man. and if you think you already have. spend a month really thinking on it. you'll always improve. women aren't impressed by feminist shlock maybe having basic media literacy and emotional maturity will

 

 

Mini Pool Skinny Dipping!

 I've never been skinny dipping. it sounds really fun tbh  

I'd have to do it alone tbh... especially if that water is cold cause I am certainly NOT a shower... Nor a grower but that's neither here or there... 

 

ANYWAYS!!!! GOD DAMN. I love her so much!!! such an immaculate thick and mature body. with a pretty fuzzy mound upfront. bulging out from her soft midsection and between her voluptuous thighs. as well as her weighty drooping breasts. so goddamn beautiful. all of her! incredible!!

 

I came across the source image and with it of course being summer now. I just have to! I really plan on doing more while the weather permits it. Like around late evening or early morning it's just really nice to be outside. I love it and I need to do more things outside. :3 maybe perhaps skinny dipping in my backyard :333. I'll record it for you sweeties of course.   c

Would You Like To Be My Purse Doggy?

 "yew look, uh. totes hawt!" 

This would be my transition goal if I were to try transitioning again... hypothetically of course... hehe~ but currently I'd love for a girl like this to use me.

 

I know I don't Have the money for her but... just to take her to the mall for an afternoon perhaps?.. yeah prolly nawt... I know a girl that kinda dresses like this and she is just so fucking hawt. 

 

I think I mostly remember my older sisters' friends dressing like this when I was younger. I was never much a fan of girls my age growing up... Idk why. mega unrealistic in retrospect but, my crushes were all 3-5 years older than me. It's still true now and I don't know why. women treat men their age as "too young" so yeah. I mean it makes sense and to how immature guys can be now.