Pretty Pokers in Plaid.

 "God made girlllls god made girlllls" 

That's a stupid country song I hear from time to time in Texas. context is that there is a song about why god made women. cause "somebody's gotta wear a pretty skirt, somebody's gotta be the one to flirt-"

 

which... I've seen boys do both of those things. that's telling you how behind we are in gender norms in texas and the south in general. 

aside from that. I love this well slim and trim cowgirl showing off her little pokers in plaid. an athletic build is so fufin hawt. the flashing pose is such a smug and confident pose I love it. Y'know you'd hope you say all the right things and buy her all the right stuff to see that.

 

It's not an objectification thing I hope because it still is a woman's choice to do that. You can buy a girl anything but she still does not owe you anything. even your employer does not get everything they want from you. why should a woman do the same. especially if i was getting paid in shitty chocolates and plushies.

Boho Mature.

 want a mature hippie mom. actually NEED a mature hippie mom 

She'd probs be the most natural thing in my diet. I've always had a little crush on those older women that dress weird. something about being in tune with their own weirdness and discipline and wisdom to do with spirituality and wellness.

 

I mean guys like to make a big fuss about it cause it's weird but I love girls that are into spirituality and wellness. and duh I'm not fawning over some rich girl with a hippie complex. Just a girl that is more self aware than most and very disciplined with their diet and overall wellness.

 

It's shocking to see lack of self awareness and self preservation is lacking in both men and women. it's something I work hard to do and I just could not spend time with a person that could not care for both. like being very selfish and over indulging on very unhealthy foods. like those are huge icks for me.

What Drawing During an artblock looks like.

 This is a rather disappointing string of pages... 

Like after regressing back into some sort of depressive episode again... drawing is something that is kinda hard. not like it was impossible it's just finding that energy is really hard.

 

this was just a drawing of a dress i found... that's all really I mean I have had my mind on a girl so it's just alot of fem centered ideas... saying like women are not a constant subject of my drawings.

 

big girls are so pretty, full stop. and that's all I really wanted to represent.

 miss leather dressed. 

got these two super pretty outfits. I love the first one with the fuzzy hoodie. fuzz can be so cute for an outfit but it is a sensory NIGHTMARE for me. 

So like fuzzy boots and fuzzy jackets and articles just look really uncomfortable to me.

 

but I would foe sho wear the 2nd outfit. it's this hooded leather jacket and black pant combo that just looks really badass. with such a deep and wide hood it ofcourse looked like the grim reaper. so I gave the jacket some skull icons and "death" across the back. which looks so cool on her.

 

and er just a wrapper from some dove chocolate. it's kinda funny to read those funny lil white girl quotes. but the dark chocolate peanut butter is SO GOOD.

 

 the page of indecision 

This is just a whole lotta nothin... other than a very pretty girl of course :333. i don't remember what is under this drawing But is is covering a drawing. the wrapper is covering up something too...

 

So FYI if a page is COATED in like 3+ scraps. good chance that there is a drawing I hate under it. and this stands true. I fell for the goyslop and bought the protein poptarts... and gee huge shock for the <200 calorie and 20 g protein macros it taste like dry shit. I mean ffs there are like a decent ammount of foods that taste really good for their protein macros. err like CHICKEN?

 girls with glasses have two pretty frames on them. 

this is trueeee. again some more nothin.but it's a pretty slim girl :333 with glasses, I know "really again?" yeahhh...

 

and the other thing is just a parking ticket I found in a customers car (I work at a car rental). It's like one of the things you find all the time in a car. like parking passes from hotels or events and even from employers. I'm starting a collection of branded pens from hotels and other things commonly left in cars like said tags. 

 

 THE REBOUND. 

It was finally like 2 days ago that I finally found the energy to draw some cool shit so I drew two CUTE!!! chibi goth girls. they are both so cute and 

 

I picked the perfect outfits for the both of them. I gave the short angry one outstanding pieces like square bangs, bullet belt, and big fuzzy boots. it makes it all nice and well balanced.

 

and for her friend I put her into a black fuzzy hoodie and leggings. it hides yet brings focus to her tall build. sharp and dark features like her hair swoop and piercings. overall. they are both adorable.

 

and the two to the side are just facial studies. one from a drawing and one from a photo. you can guess which one *winky face*

 

 more serving face 

I've been drawing with slimmer and slimmer pens and I don't really draw with the bic bold anymore. I know it's shocking to hear but It's made crosshatching and line weight easier to work with.

 

Like in this drawing everything is still rather balanced and I was able to form small and detailed crosshatching so yes indeed it is quite shocking to admit my 1st pick is not the crystal. and I'm looking into getting the small size my job carries.   l  v