WE N SLUT SEASONNNN

 

 Sorry I Just Needed A Good Headline For More Pages. 

My rate Is slowing down a bit But I kinda do need to be more realistic with how much pages I do in a day.

 

Like sometimes I swore id get like 2 to 3 pages a day but like y'know I just think i need to slow down if i wanna make good spreads.

 

Buttt other than that. this page shows some of my fav things right now! bunnies, Dying fetus, smiling friends, and Zyzz. I know these are some obscure characters but I drew the salt and pepper from salty's they are soo cute 

Erm these are just notes from a caloric deficit lecture. so if you need notes on sustainable body fat loss..... just watch The Lecture. Just getting to know the basic basic rules of fat loss and overall weight loss to not get lost in a discipline that does not make sense or overly difficult diets.

 

I would reccomend watching to even those who don't really plan on losing weight cause understanding all of those would help you from not falling for any bull crap health marketing stuff that is becoming more and more popular these days.

 

But other than that I just drew the south pole logo cause that shit is kinda pretty hard. I do remember wearing this in 5th grade but I was like a little dumb kid so i did not really have that shit on. at all, If I could get another swing at the fits I used to wear as a kid im pretty sure id be dripped tf OUT.

 

God bless sheer thin black dresses.

 

Wish I could have done the contrast a bit better cause the original sauce image is like so damn hot. Kinda did her dirty but like hey. it was my first drawing of the day. and then I also drew my old lil fursona. I used to be a raccoon cause like I had really bad health habits.

 

and it's an old sona cause like I don't really have those habits anymore. It started back when i was working night shifts and was just fasting and eating very badly. Smoking and drinking coffee with deep fried foods... it's no wonder as to why I was so tired all the time and super moody. not fun times. but now I'm a lean little bunny with all the energy!!!! 

Ai is the Anti Christ

 

I really hate Ai it is so intuitively unhuman that no god could ever love such a creation. A waste of money and resource we intended to replace the work of man.

 

It's plainly obvious it is an innovation of capitalism. finally getting what it wants something that will never protest, something that will never need time off. It's beyond insulting to see these companies push as if it will benefit the common man. 

 

But alot of companies are loosing money to operate data centers and polluting the areas around these data centers. I fucking hate them so much. using human passion and creation for commerce. it's so fucking souless

yesh what a buzz kill. WHERE THE TIDDIES ATTTT!?!?!?

 

While I have kinda changed my mind on body positivity I certainly will still draw body diversity. But I will stop at empowering obesity and normalizing it. I really do think all bodies are beautiful but I do wish a healthier lives for all my baddies

 

you are so much better than the life you live. what may be a sedentary life or a life oriented around unhealthy foods you deserve so much more. but I do not judge you for this life. 

 

FILIGREE AYEEE

 

This Could also be called scroll work but I know it as filigree. I love to see it in graphic design from brands like monster and south pole.

 

it's like so damn cool and it got tossed out for the sake of minimalism. here are just some studies of filigree cause its like pretty complicated. leaves and seemingly random swirls it's so satisfying to draw.

 

kinda as to why I love crosshatching it can be pretty meditative. just like a calming brainless activity. I really like it.

 SELENAS~~~~~ GAHHHH

     

Naturally as a Mexican in Texas does, I love Selena. I almost cried watching the Selena movie foe the first time and Just love her music. such a strong a beautiful spokesperson for Texmex art and culture.

 

My New sona!!! bunny!! specifically and Holland Lop. cause of their big floppy ears. so cute!!! :333. I love the fur pattern and considering these are a bit small in the scope of bunny breeds its like perfect for me. maybe once I'm all lean and muscle I could be a hare.

 

But as of now I'm just a lean lil thing.

Miss Muscles~~~~

      

Ghfhsibsid Fuck I Love strong womensss. if a girl was talkin to me like this I'd prolly be blushy and twirling my hair the whole time. 

 

It is a bit of a joke about men loving cardio girls but like not liking the weight training girlies. even though weight training perfectly carves out such an attractive figure for women. Broad shoulders and bold arms and strong legs~~ fuckkkkkkkkmmmmm,asdbiahb 

 

 listen I'm just gonna keep this SFW okay... I'd just like to uh "train" with her I just know something is gonna be sore at least.

 

More Filigree and some tiddies.

Studying statues!!. It's like My fav study subject. cause the stone is just as reflective as human skin id reckon. I have to say that's like the hardest thing to study.

 

But Once it clicks it gives so much depth to your drawings. light bounces around a TON. even something direct as sunlight shadows aren't just black and white drop shadows like dark objects. if the object is light enough light bounces all around and making softer lighting. it's such a fun crosshatching challenge.

 

Postal dude~~ hehe
 

Okayyy I just KNOW he'd prolly do this. there uhh Just ain't much else to this. just him being a lil slut. 

 

 

 

Not that there is anything wrong with that ;3~~ 

BUNNIESSSS 

So So cuteeee. An also interesting study on very fuzzy animals. since the contrast is so light on the edges of their fur the line work has to be very very light.

 

Even dotty at some points. cause if I used heavy line weight for the bunny it'd seem like a cardboard cut out rather than a fluffy bunny. because again their fur makes a very soft contrast. and since lines don't exist in real life. our brain sees contrasting light hue and textures as lines. thus thin lines making the bunnies look soft and light :3

 

Sorry... It's upside down...

 

But I drew a horror cosplayer I like.... Like I like alottttt... he's such a big strong boy it'd be such a shame if he caught me with those strong hands. oh nooooooo~~~~ hehehehe~~~~ sorry idk why I love scary men and women so much like my crush on Amanda from saw and him is like... something I prolly gotta see a therapist for...

 

Speaking of needing therapy. I drew a study from an artist Trevor Brown. who is a pretty interesting artist. He Paints alot of... fucked up things. I originally heard of him from several of his paintings being used for Venetian snares albums. I do not recommend him to those sensitive to child abuse, nudity, and domestic abuse.... yeah it's a bit fucked up.

 

Those are the pages as of now!! I think using the book to study was something pretty interesting I'll prolly do again since like. I really do almost use that book like a diary so just using it for more than just drawing will just add to that home like feeling.

 

That's mainly why I love my sketchbooks so much. adding random scraps through my day. It will mean so much more as time passes. and become far more important than just random doodles. :3 but anyways we are at page 49 now!!! 

 

 

EMO T GIRLS GIVE ME LIFE.

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Boy Hobbies Are Sooo Boring.

 I mean There really is better things to be doing... 

 

The prospect of me possibly having a sugar daddy BUT I'd have to tag along with his golfing just makes me really wanna reconsider the lifestyle of a bimbo. 

 

Might just have to join the trades like a real man. so that's pretty tragic to me. but she's so hawt thooooo.

 

I would imagine a boredom so deadly you'd become lustful And that's like the idea. . I'm like really starting to like drawing bimbos again. the Ayesha is really hitting n ts got me ovulating.

Bug Blog 10-30-25/11-30-25

 THE MENTALLY ILL DOUBLE FEATURE 

So like pretty much right after I wrote my last blog My "boyfriend" broke up with me. I say that cause he considered it a friends with benefits thing but naturally.. It effected me personally.

 

It sent me into  pretty bad spiral that whole month. I did not make a blog like in this style but I did kinda make several trauma dump posts. I was so sensitive that month I had grown an attachment to laika the space dog and would cry almost anytime I'd think of her or see anything related to her.

 

Like i was just so weak and unstable there were really times where I did not know if it was gonna get better. which obviously things will always change but that I idea just could not manifest in my brain. I even changed my view of my femininity and masculinity.

 

Around this time I also started to think more about dieting. and finally committed and started a calorie deficit. I had my other projects going on too. My depressive episodes would turn on and off but at that point I got more and more stable. 

 

and er kinda embarrassing but I joined tik tok. Instagram fucking sucks with discoverability so tik tok was just a better pick for meeting other artists. and it's been really fun so far.    

 

Work again has been just pretty boring. but that's a good thing. It actually got me to do more physical things and recently I have even been weight training too. I mean it's cause building muscle can aid in fat loss and joint support. I had thought cardio was the the key but still I really need to build my arms more cause I'm in like twink status

 

I taught myself death metal style vocals :33 I actually did a cannibal corpse cover and all. I'm using the inhale distortion technique. I can get like super deep and guttural. but can't really get like fry shouting high. I don't really plan to be a vocalist but it's still really fun to do.

 

This month started with my lowest low so like naturally anything after that would feel pretty good. and I'm FEELING ITTTTT IM IN MY WHORE ERAAAA. slimming down to be a pretty boy is like thee goal!!! slim down pretty up and date dominant womennnnnn!!!! 

 

Or like any girl like i said slut eraaaa~~~~~    

I'M TRYNA FOLD A BIH NO PAPER

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 the sad bitch era has been put aside for my boy slut era    

finally getting my shit together after the break up got me like.... mad lovey dovey. I need like a date badddduhhjnfjkfnkj I ain't tryna date no mens neither. this was a pose I have drawn before but just redid it cause it's such a pretty and cute pose. 

 

The legs act as a boarder and frame the face. with those leading down to a pretty pussy and hole. I really like it. and I just added the filigree for that art deco early hippie aesthetic. which I'm leaning into more and more since becoming more aware with health and wellness. 

 

WHAT WOULD REALLY HELP MY WELLNESS WOULD BE SOM LEGS OVER MY SHOULDERS AYEEEEEE. hehe~ okay aside that.... going against the American food industrial system is like my thing now cause they really are poison to us. and understanding basic nutrition would cripple these companies. so please learn and inform yourself. and eat some pussy too. essential er.... minerals and antioxidants and good bacteria.... yeahhhhhh 

Blooming.

 "hands and or rope will restrain.

 I know you love me, and love the pain 

 though your no sounds like a yes

 pretty in ropes, far more than a dress" 

 

This is like top tier from me. I've loved shibari and restraints for a long long time. just how it represents a trust in your partner and a great use of dynamics in a role play or just normal scene. 

 

Other than that I use filigree and The blooming flower to represent a females gentle attraction. as the dew drips from the flower she also drips dew of nectar. it really does feel incredible to be bound like that. the anticipation and lust overcomes you. it's why she just faces down, overcome with intense lust.

 

her perky breasts point up with heart shaped areolas.which are just adorable. and bar piercings of course, they are just such cute accessories to the breasts and draw the eye more than breasts already do. quite incredible really.

 

I'm also really proud of the filigree. finally nailed the more traditional leaf like filigree. it looks kinda rough but I just think it helps the artwork alot. it's just so goddamn pretty. I do have some ropes of my own and have practiced shibari. I would recommend researching alot before even trying since misuse of shibari could lead to circulation and nerve issues    

whatever the boss says....

 Something inside me... just snapped. 

zerm my femdom addiction is... Well I can't really say relapsed but.. I just love it. I mean girlboss yes! like being the assistant or secretary of a mature boss lady is what I'd go to college for if it was a 4 year course.

 

So the under the desk collar idea was lie so hot to me. like the perfect position for eating box under the table on demand is soooo hawtttjnsdkfj especially for a woman built that nice.... Gaw damn when a black pencil skirt shows a girls chub off. RUFF RUFF FUCKKKCNDKJAFLJJN~~~~ fuckkkkk she's so pretttyyyy This is like barley legible I know but You'd get alot less outa me if I were to speak it. cuz it would all be giggles and stuttering.    c