Talking again..... still not dating
I'm Talking to Him Again
This is still a FWB thing and I am gonna treat it like that. I got way too attached. seeing him again really did improve my mood this month. I do feel bad cause I really could have lost him but he is such a sweetie for checking up on me during my radio silence. Treated me better than any other person really has and that's why i feel kinda dumb for pushing him away.
Drawing Yipee!!!
My Pintrest Got Bombed and banned soooo. I'm just starting from scratch on my art direction. So it's been really fun to experiment with new things. My fav this month has to be the skater girl. I love her outfit and she just looks so cute!! I've decided to go more twords nu metal and mall goth aesthetics. and skate culture too. I'm not drawing too much NSFW stuff anymore TBH. even less than last month. I've just found it more fun to experiment with fashion rather than experiment with poses. Another sick project from this month was the black metal labubu. it was a labubu my coworker bought for me and I made corpse paint for it. It's really cute and has actually held up rather well. considering there's no lacquer on it. I'm always trying and looking for a unique canvas and he was certainly one of my favs. and yes its a he and his name is Barum.
Fucking Stupid goddamn shit work
I'm Okay with work... Kinda but I am working on an out rn and I'm just waiting for a call. I just know wherever I go from here will be a massive release. I'm looking at a paint store. but anything other than restaurant work would be incredible. I feel stupid for going back but for how fast I wanted out of my last job. going back made the most sense. and my Plumbing career might be cooked. No places I called are Hiring Apprentices. and getting a plumbers license in texas requires time spent working. not just a test or a trade school. so since I can't find an apprenticeship. I have no way to start my career
Finances....
I am really Proud to say my savings did actually reach my savings goal and even much more. My account is at 4k. The new goal is to just continue to save and eventually put that twords an apartment. And by the end of the year my car will be payed off. so as long as i get an apartment with utilities covered I would only need rent and other bills. without having to consider the main utilities. that's this years full long term goals. right now is just saving more. My Bills are extremely low right now so this is the best time to save alot. other than moving back in with in my mom. which is in consideration. This might be the cheapest way to live right now.
