Ladies... start bulking NOW

 not even on the cut either... 

Now this is what girls expect what to happen when they lift over 50 on their shoulder press... 

 

I'm sorry but for how HARD female lifters and body builders work to build muscle mass it is so funny to me that girls think they will accidentally become a body builder from weight training.

 

This is what kept me from lifting when I wanted to be more fem. I thought I would become a huge scary looking dude when I would start lifting but like my body is far more fem than when I was chubbier.

 

I wanna reuse this background for one of my pics cause this looks SO badass! just such a perfect well built body with the cold hard looking background. I used the concrete texture to reinforce that look. also... The apple jack tattoo was just something I thought was cute. apple jack is a bit of a tomboy so I'd imagine the model has a soft spot for MLP.

 

It's just so swag. she is like SO FUCKING hot. I love to see definition on women. and healthy mass on women. I know I got my addiction to big girls it's any girl I love that is prolly 10-30 pounds over me.... cause she certainly getting 10 POUNDS from me. 

W Faps?

 more and more pages!! 

Bunny bunny bunny :3, My fursona again!!! I gave myself perky ears this time. which is more of a rabbit thing buttt It's hard to draw my floppy ears and hair down. and I wanted to draw myself all husky. which it's coming along but I'll let you know in my next body update blog.

 

he looks so much better like this with perky ears. I drew this on a notepad so I threw the whole page into my book. It's starting to get kinda uncomfortable to draw on this book since all the pages are warped and they shift alot. like shifting around under your hand is kinda hard so I've been using more and more scraps and drawing outside of the book rather than in

 Simp shit :) 

One of my fav drawings recently. this one foe the lesbians. Just the overwhelmed look with running eyeliner is so fuckin cute.

overstimmed to tears is just so pretty, messy hair and kissy marks It's so pretty to me.

 

the other thing is just a girl from tik tok. I don't use it anymore but tik tok was a really good source for finding weird and cool people. and I found a McBling tiktoker and she was so pretty to me so naturally with all my muses.. I drew her.

 

she has such a pretty round face and endearing eyes. her hair flows and curls to frame her upper bust. she's just so pretty >w<!!!

 Don't Put It In Your Pocket... 

No country for old men, I kinda had the premise spoiled by Youtube essays but still watching the movie was massively impactful.

something about Anton is just so scary. I would say in my own mind Anton purely represents cruelty and fate. There is no morality or even reason in his mind. Anton has no real progression or character really. just a death incarnate. its what is around him that forms the story

 

and the guy at the bottom was just this tik tok mukbanger. It's crazy to see since he is visibly suffering complications due to his eating habits. severe acid reflux and fatigue is common in his videos. it was funny at the time but now it just makes me worry about them.

 Tina Fey... 

My biggest crush is Tina fey.... she is just soooo fucking pretty. maturity and strong features are like... GUHH so pretty to me. its a milf thing of course to me.

 

I know I have mommy issues, which of course I've learned to live with its just that... I can't knock cougars mannnnn. mature women are just so damn HAWT

lil weird goth chick, thas it mainly another type of women I love of course due to the fact weird goth chicks were the only ones to talk to me at all. its another type of person I find comfort in. cause goth girls are always so sweet.

 Island girl 

I've always been the one to notice if a guy is a pacific islander, cause they are all husky and strong as fuck.

but I think all the pacific islander women just look like Mexican women... cause I never notice... which of course they are fucking beautiful brown goddesses I just can never tell.

 

I was just looking for something random to draw and came across this. which I think looks so damn beautiful, I do not know or claim to know what the "hula girl" outfit is. I just know it looks like this. And I know its goddamn beautiful. It might be the margaritaville postcards talking but those island girl pinups are so damn hawt.

 Disenchantment!! fan art!! 

This is like my friends fav show so of course I had to tap in. this is a project from Mr.Matt  Simpsons. which is like my fav tv show. AND learning that eric andre has a part I just had to tap in.

 

And I was right cause this show is really cool. and first watching I related with a character alot. that being elfo, he's kind of a nice guy asshole sometimes. he's more of a loser most of the times, as someone with a chip on their shoulder cause of my masculinity and personality I relate to elfo. especially cause of his attempted advancements to Bean.

 More Bunny crap 

My fursona againnnn. he looks more like a twink in this pic which is kinda funny but I look swag in this. I kinda don't like putting my hair up but I always try and find a pretty way to put it up. cause like male pony tails are a walking red flags

 

which I know man buns have their own weird stuff I just don't like my hair to be in the way. cause like my hair goes down to the center of my back so it gets in the way pretty often or gets caught in stuff all the time. 

This other drawing is just a simple little doodle of a pretty girl. I don't know the type of hat but it's swag. I would wear it if It was my style but I would look like a mushroom forest creature if i wore it.

 PAIGE IS THE RAGE 

Goth bitches do backflips when you mention Bettie Paige will be at the function. the great thing I see is using pin ups for the sake of female empowerment. It really is a female centered art nowadays.

 

the pin up style is quite the reserved style in context to other adult forms of modeling so I'm glad it exists. and Bettie Paige has to be one of my fav pin up models. her body is just the perfect hourglass figure and perky set which was the perfect body type for the pin up art form. 

 

I also drew a stupid gay lookin bunny. and a dumb meme of lospollosTv, I only know them from geoguesser stream clips and the dumbass W Faps? image. which is hilarious to use in context of giving high praise to adult content.

 Another Simp Moment.... 

Yeahhhh it's that girl again. it's just something I drew tbh... she's a huge supporter of my work so of course I drew her again. I really like how it came out and how well i represented her features.

 

Mr.fartman... I started rewatching south park. It's what took place for disenchantment to be honest. I dropped myself in at season 7 and I've just been watching from there. and cartman is the most iconic character from south park. Butters is still my fav character of all time ever. he's just such a sweet sweetie. 

 

I mean the other boys are cool it's just that butters is such a me character. He's so sweet and kinda dumb.

 Boys Boys Boys!!! 

GUHHHHH moist critikal. I've chosen him as like my body inspo. He's very well defined and slim. not super super husky. I'm not really trying to be above what I am right now just to change my body fat percentage.

 

but I'm not trying to do anything ridiculous to meet that goal. I don't reckon he is at a unhealthy body fat percentage but I'll stop if I'm overly fatigued or in a Large caloric deficit. 

 

but I still LOVE husky boys zomg. so there he is right next to critikal. just a big strong emo boy :333

 Gezzebelle!!!! 

My fav artist of this year has to be Gezzebelle Gaburgably. I originally found her from incelcore playlists but I think she is FAR ahead of anyone else in that scene. Sonically and lyrically she is just incredible really.

 

Gaburger is a certified BANGER front to back I would say. from other incelcore artists that just mope around I would say Gezzebelle verbalizes her pain in writing so much better than any other artist in the scene.

 

That is not to consider her art direction which is immaculate.

zerm... the other drawing is just a screen cap from an adult film actress. that's it mainly.

 all the children are dead 

speaking of favorite artists... top tier breakcore album would have to be Doll Doll Doll by Venetian Snares. I would call it an audio techno horror movie. to where Chainsaw Dismemberment by mortitian represents brutal slasher movies I would say Doll Doll Doll represents movies like saw and Martyrs.

 

Just unrelenting sterile violence. the cover insinuates a medical theme and Violence twords children, with the title track of the album being "all the children are dead". it really crosses a line to where the violence does not seem comical at all. targeting children just shows the lack of morals represented in this album. I reckon I should pack it up and save it for a full album review.