My Oh My, What a Girl~

my yearning is getting stronger... It's pathetic I know. It's becoming a more a more upfront topic of my art. I can see it, I'm such a loser for the feminine spirit.

 

Though It's not through a sexual means this does represent my attitude. such a pure representation of desire a praise it does seem a bit unhealthy to me but I can't help but feel this way.

 

Worship creates distance though, The way I her just makes me seem unworthy in different means. to where I need to recognize it is another human with just as much issues as me. I just hope my attachment can change to something healthier, I know it's this obsession that put me into a deep depression. I need to watch myself and even distance myself somewhat.