Context. Someone started talking to me and I wanted to be friends. but their constant flirting got into my mind.
And one night they had invited me to come over after work. I was really tired and not thinking much of it.
I had only planned to stay for a second and leave after but one thing and pressure led me into their bed. and they started to grope at me and speak nice things. and I let it happen. I loved it while it happened. they kept me up all night. it was not until I was driving home that the Vail of shame wore over me.
Again I let it happen. give my body to those who only gave me words. I just let anyone in, It's pathetic I know. I'm just far too desperate to not. I hate it. along with other things. I am very ashamed of myself. I'm too disgusting for sex, and I am far less than worthy of dating anybody.
only a slut worthy of whoever decides to pick them up off the street.