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Somewhat of a setback

I did more research into HRT and found resources in texas that could help me start. but right now it is far too expensive to start right now. I don't know if I could start after I get a new job or even not until I'm working in trades. but from what I'm looking it it seems HRT would do what I really want for all of my transition goals. but since I cant really point to when i would actually be able to afford them. And another is how visible it will look to people around me. like my family does not even know I'm gay. then im just growing tits outta nowhere? Honestly praying I don't get a killer rack from it. but other than that im just focused on my diet at the moment. I recently discovered black beans so swag. i still don't have a name! I mean I really have not started to look around but still i woulda rekon i came up with one myself. But I'm still feeling better though.