Bug Blog 08-02-2026

 Power, It's a new feeling. 

The thing that has changed the most is my new diet, considering I had been in a caloric deficit for so long. I would assume my hormones and testosterone were super out of wack But just having my energy back is making me feel incredible, I joined an actual gym. I have access to better equipment and tons of more volume.

I'm running a new program currently and I can already feel the difference, It's very addictive. I love it, before I just felt so weak and worthless. I'm planning to put mass on. feels scary to be "Undoing" my weight loss but. I want it, god I feel so beastly, not to be corny about it sorry...

 

I'm taking further steps in my diet by actually doing my Macros. considering diet is 80% of actual results. I'm extremely confident of what my progress is gonna look like. I'm doing more and more research in nutrition. And thinking my future career could be Dietician. I really like it, I don't know about sports science specifically but mostly just base nutrition.

Drawing.

weight training is of course the main focus so of course It's caused me to slow down on posting, though I still draw alot when I'm at work. I just have to wait until my days of in order to finally post.

that goes for alot of other things but truthfully, I do like it. No real time to waste really, It's been easier to avoid doomscrolling during what should be a very productive day before work.

 Dating... 

I don't have the energy to care, with how I vented all my frustrations and sort of told off a girl that was fucking stupid with me. I leave it at that, my lowest point was having a foid weigh on my self worth so much. and I seriously don't think of them very highly at all anymore, and I really won't especially as I physically change. In the same way my treatment changed as I lost my weight, the same will apply to what I may look like by the end of the year.

 

It's all for me, I seriously still don't plan on dating even after that. these next 6 months are all for me, I put so much energy twords something that does not give a fuck about me. So yeah.