Back Home?
So around December my sister said she was moving and I had been living with her for about 2 years now. which is kinda crazy to think about. I thought on it but only had once choice to move back in with my mom.
back to a very important house to me. it was after moving out to miles Texas in 2021 that I found myself, the isolation and getting away from the inner city changed me for the better. to be back in that house again is really nice.
the area is just full of life. from farm animals to stray cats and deer. I can see it through my old art where I expressed nature and my sexuality. it was a time of massive change and then again with my weight loss this house represents a time of change.
Speaking of change...
With the whole dealing with moving and settling in thing I had kinda been slacking on dieting... I am now in a healthier BMI so I increased my calories. being in a massive deficit was just not fun. cravings and being tired all the time was just really tough especially with working out.
I am NOT going on the bulk no matter how fun it sounds I do not have the money to double my servings to gain "lean mass" like I said before I'm aiming to build a masculine figure and not like a body builder figure. and yes I see those and two different things pretty much...
YESS YESS I SAW HER
I finally got to go out with a friend twice this last month. it was just so lovely. she's the sweetest thing I wanna keep in my life no matter what.
I got to hear what she had been doing the years I had not seen her for and Overall it was just SO nice to chat with her. and we also went on a ""date"". it's what I wish it was at least. but just seeing her was so nice. I could talk dumb all day about her but I'm just so excited to think about what we will do in the future.
GRAPHICS
Swag fact I did 2 years of graphic design in high school. I love graphic design and getting into that workflow is so fun. and I actually decided to integrate my artwork into a design and became ADDICTED.
I'm not the best at drawing backgrounds but designing backgrounds and stuff makes this like almost poster quality I would say. I love it, it adds so much to the quality of my art. sorta like Little big planet type of scrap booking look.
It's been so fun and really refreshed my skills. y'know I've had them this whole time but to get back into that type of work flow is friggin peak!
Rest in Piss my tik tok
So after tik tok went under American ownership naturally censorship occurred. I reckon chinese owned tik tok had censorship. it's been pretty integral for both alt left and right.
But now there is prominent censorship of Content relating to the corrupt drump administration and 1mm1grat1ion issues. this and More privacy issues is enough for me to just pack it up. it seems as more of a tool of this administration rather than an actual platform of the people.
So naturally I deleted my acc and app.
The fuckass ice storm
There was an ice storm due for the entire weekend of the 22nd. I had known for the whole week but naturally I could not anticipate how bad the storm would actually be considering the last time we got snow was from the last infrastructure crippling storm back in 21.
But I can't really say anything crazy happened. except I just got like 4 days off work and I could not leave the house. But THANK GOD any hours I was scheduled for will be paid by the company. the cabin fever kicked in pretty quick but I had I worked last night and got groceries so we are back to normal. and it feels good to see and feel the sunlight.
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