Bug Blog 05-01-25

 Back in the groove

Back to being a ravenous Line Cook :3333

Am I a masochist for loving line cook and overall commercial kitchen work so much? Pretty much. It's kept me very in shape tho. I really Don't have joint pain anymore and I'm alot more limber. I still do like line alot just casue it's always moving and since I know what I'm doing it's pretty easy to just blank out and only focus on orders. yes it can very much become majorly stressful and Exhaustive But I'm very respected at work for all my experience and my work ethic so it's really nice to be treated well.

Loads er money

Er tbh. I was making a bit more at allsups but that joint sucked major. and alot of it was due to overtime. but still I'm making my normal contributions to my savings and I am now sitting at 2k. with 2 more months I will have enough to go to trade school for plumbing. from there I will continue my monthly contributions for a deposit for an apartment.

Gender can Wait. I gotta get my bag

I Reckon I'll start Backtracking on the whole transition thing. I mean of course i want fem features and everything. I just don't think from where I am in life right now. I don't really feel the need or have the time to do it. Right Now I'm Starting Fasting which should help. I just think constancy is what is really gonna help so from how my adhd often gives me issues with my appetite Fasting would just be the easiest to do. I already focus alot on what I eat I just think the last piece could be this. I really want to be down to 170-180 which is 10-20 pounds. and working at rosas again has certainly effected what I eat. I get takeout alot more TBH and I'm very ashamed of it. I really need to work on cooking at home or making better takeout choices minimum.

Zermmm.... I use 4Chan Now.....

The Whole 4chan outage thing reminded me of 4chan and I started browsing after It was back up and I actually like it. there's something oddly fun about browsing /b/ or /r9k/ and either seeing a shitpost, porn, or someones genuine last straw type of rant against women. Trust me that's most of it. but other than that I really do like browsing all the other boards cause they are just hobby forums essentially. which I fuckin love. and with pretty lax mods People can actually be toxic as fuck which is really funny. and lack of user friendly GUI It's really rewarding to search for stuff and talk and read threads. and it's alot harder to get stuck in a doom scroll like Instagram. I'm not some sorta chud I just like the crowd better at 4chan it seems everyone on socials is pussyfooting around issues to please someone or some group but they just don't give a fuck on the threads. It's just nice to see.

Overall

 To Be honest nothing much else except work happened this month. but really it is my main focus right now. I'm not saying the trades are my endgame but it is certainly what I'm working twords right now. My Main goal is getting an apartment. and with average rent in my town right now is 750 so I Would need to make a little over 2,500 - 3000 a month. which service work is not gonna provide anything close to that so plumbing is gonna have to be the way.