Composition notebook (again)

Our First sketchbook is something always special 

But I feel that what we use before is just as special. drawing on random scraps or school projects and even drawing in notebooks. I've been using traditional sketch books since middle school and I feel like I should switch up and go back to my roots.

 

I originally started with notebooks in grade school so i have a particular connection with composition notebooks. it wasn't until I picked up other mediums like watercolor and markers thin paper could not work anymore. I recently have been regressing back into what I've been using since a kid.

I actually decided to go rather high class and peep a five star binder. I mean some real AP college credit classes type of notebook. I could smell the Kumon and violin lessons on it. but sadly this book is only gonna see almost nekkid women and the postal guy.

 Sketch book covers are the soul of the artist. 

b from sketchbooks that get proper prep and are painted with artful murals to books that gather scraps that artists find interesting. I know I'm quite the loot goblin when it comes to collecting interesting brochures business cards and stickers. 

 

but right now my cover just has sharpie all over it. it's a textured flat plastic so its perfect for sharpie of course I had to represent my fav drink monster so its partially written cause I did not get the spacing right..

 

also drew one of the little guys from the chocolate starfish album from limp bizkit. another is the headshot icon from CS. Its a really cool Icon. the garbage I've collected so far has been a no smoking sticker from my job and a baggage sticker that was left in a car.   

The back is alot more simple. Its just my fav gun from CS condition zero the M4A1 with a solid far range and lethal near range. this gun is solid. I really like how just a silhouette and small highlights sell the look. another is just a hottie with twin tails. I mean I take this sketchbook to work so I obviously could not keep it uncensored. I did plan to have the juicy couture logo but.. I could not pull it off.  

 

 and then another banger typography logo is the postal typewriter logo. it send the type of message so well. a formal looking typeface is made super gritty with a blotty looking aesthetic. I just filled the other white space with the scratchy stuff I did not really plan to prep or add a coating or anything so It will look better after fading. 

 

 er I did'nt mean to start on 9/11 

alot or pretty much all of this is just stuff from pinterest tbh. I do just love drawing random crap off the internet. things I find funny interesting or relatable It's just all I feel like drawing. the highlight of this page has to be the wojak geek bar

 

 I really like the goth girl her hair is pretty cool and I like her glasses. and a proper good boy in his Sunday finest. I think its one of those Japanese dog influencers which are a whole different genre. these dogs are all dripped the fuck out. either in silly outfits or silly grooming styles its always so interesting to see.

The first couple of pages are always like stepping out on a limb so they are pretty awkward. kinda like the random element skateboard logo in the middle. I mean I do owe alot of my style twords skate brands errr element kinda fell off in my eyes. Idk why I added them.   

PIG HEAD!! Growing up on the late 2010s internet, saw was unavoidable. I think we all know that one spongebob saw video. the pig masks do hold alot of meaning in the saw series. like who would be behind the mask or even the meaning of the year of the pig. it's pseudo complexity always made the movies so good.

 

Frank woods. cod black ops one is the cod I spent the most time on. I had it for the xbox and then PS3 and played it up until 2019. to consider how bare bones modern COD releases are black ops was packed to the gills with shit to do. and with a fuckin swag campaign, I'd prolly played it 100 times over by now. absolute cinema

 

 deejay gouda and emcee bon bon!  

around this time I had discovered MC Genno a british happy hardcore rapper. thought it is more specific to makina a genre with roots in spanish artists. if you like hardcore and gabber I massively reccomend a makina mix.

 

But getting more into techno for sure inspired me to make this. a classic setup with someone on the decks and an emcee on the mic. Its such a unique style of rapid lyrics I could only imagine a rabbit being able to keep up. and since makina is such a bouncy style its just a perfect pick.

 

I'm an audio nerd so it's always fun to draw audio equipment. even if it's boring black squares. I know there's interesting history to festival and live show audio systems. This whole piece is super cool! it took me almost the full day to draw since it was a bit of a busy day.

err charlie kirk kinda died. I mean I do see it as a horrendous act of political violence. it's quite the luck that it happened to charlie kirk. with the whole open carry thing with conservatives id wonder if right leaning rallies would up their security.

 
and since most alt right chuds look like walking security threats and the right has to be the most paranoid party Someone would eventually get turned awat from meeting (((ben shapiro))) for looking like an anti social freak and having discord on their phone. public safety is so woke I mean freedom of the people right. I mean that's until most of your party is the cause of all recent mass shootings.

 Alright no more politic bullshit WHERE THE BAD BITCHES AT!! 

Pretty unfortunate the marker bled through but that's the name of the game. Drew this girl with that LOW CROP goin on. It's such a hot combo with a visible pushup bra too I mean stop playinnnnnggg so cunty. I can understand why womens fashion turned away from this considering the big thing is kinda underplaying and using more gender neutral pieces

 

and the whole men being creepy thing I'd imagine would keep you from wearing that type of fashion so sadly this is a bedroom mirror fit :( I drew another icon of ye olde internet being the tux penguin. from being on tech forums these things were so cool to see since almost everytime I saw them there was something different about it. Its like a more wholesome version of an NFT

 

and the bassist from mudvayne cause hes a freakin bass demon. just from the technique from dig is insane. prolly some of his best work on that song. 

 

There's gonna be a lot more scraps from here on out.

sometimes when printing out reservations there can be tons of space and wasted paper. and me not being the one to want to waste paper I use that space to doodle on.

 

So naturally I drew a hot babe on that space. this is such a cute pose and such a sensual look to her face. and a cute booty. chefs kiss truly. I also drew a real emo girl on this page. I think you know the type. I still love her so much tho. wearing the pepe hoodie too. kinda weird to think those wolf all over print hoodies are gonna have a emo vintage comeback at some point. like the same way wallet chains and tacky a day  to remember tees made a came back

 

 I Regret Nothing. 

I actually started to play postal around this time. and I'm not gonna be the one to excuse it's violence and offensive nature to call it high art or anything. it's not there to play nice or anything. it's fucking trashy and fun to play. 

 

I mean postal sorta lowered the standard so much that I really don't hear much about violent video games much from major news sources. prolly cause all modern shooters look like fucking fortnite. and pussyfoot around violent acts. there's so much money in gaming that there will never be another postal or manhunt in the mainstream.

 

and errr another piece about MR Kirk. someone who constantly championed the 2nd amendment he always underplayed gun violence and even claimed gun deaths are just the "price to pay for freedom" thus the written quote "suddenly the price of freedom is too much to bear"

erm there really aint much to this page. Just two studies kinda. really just intended to straight copy these two. one of them being one of the misfits guys. I mean they look cool and all I did not really care to listen to their music. I will eventually but its whatever.

 

and the other is just a pinup I redrew. the main thing I love old pinups for is their emphasis on smile lines and more natural looking facial structure. a more womanly body and face structure. but now saying that I sound like those weird guys that are hyper focused on their facial thirds and hunters eyes. soooo I might consider myself done with talking about women

 Women love my Dark ambient swag 

I was back in my emo girl bag. specifically the scary ones. it was some pretty slow days I drew this on considering they are both full pieces. I have my fav of the two but I still love this one. It's such a classic pin up pose but her boots are soo cute in this. with full black and that pale skin. its perfect.

 

I decided to add a spider cause I saw it as blank space and a good spot to add something. I specifically wanted those spiders that almost look like black metal logos. It kinda came out a little too cute and fuzzy so i should have done more of a black widow look. 

 

I took some liberties with drawing the boots since they are super detailed I think they'd stand out too much a create a ton of line tangents. too much line overlapping would just make it look really messy. so it's just the outline and certain shades. I think it keep it looking really clean. 

Now this one is my fav. I like closer views. I feel like full body drawings leave alot of white space. and you can create a more coherent design when its closer to the subject. i love this drawing. the bat with the scorpion is so fucking swag!! and her tattoo is cool too. 

 

prolly one of my only solid tattoo designs. it makes her look so badass. I mean she is already but The bat is cool. I added the sprewy bits to frame her a but more and I think it really comes together. she is so pretty tooo I love her.   

 I <3 Me. but I love her too actually also  

er more boobs.. yeah I mean who would not. I decided to switch up on them emo girls i been drawing so I drew a hottie!!. with that push up on another level!! like its the most boobish kinda look so who aint love it! and anything not black lipstick looks good as helllll. I mostly stick to lipstick.mascara, and false eyelashes for makeup. and just switch those out for the look I'm going for. 

 

I did draw another goth with glasses. cuzz I love glassess!!! er idk why prolly cuz the nerdy girls and alt girls were nicer to me than the other girls. it's not some like trauma thing dont worry. just weird folks look after another.    v
   

 rave goth!! and er an ugly self portrait. 

Idk what branch of emo this is but its super cool. er I might have fucked up by drawing a SPIKE BRA. I mean its super hot but damn half the time was taken up by just the drawing the damn bra. 

 

Accessories are like super important and drawing all of them is super hard. considering I had already spent 10 minutes on JUST one piece I just simplified everything as much as i can. I mean drawing is suggesting detail so like there is no need to draw all details. 

 

Er I don't really see myself as this drawing. I just think I was not very confident at the time. my self worth issues are creeping on me alot. and this is was pretty low for me. but I'm needing to work on it majorly. it's getting better but im afraid I'm just peaking and I'll think im garbage in two weeks. 

 

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