Jojo... poor thing.
The biggest mistake I made this month was watching this movie at work. I have some ties with jojo in the sense of my young early radicalization. I was not to the degree of jojo but to understand the people I defended really did not care for me or even hated me really changed me.
Jojo rabbit does incredible work at understanding how weak propaganda is if you really think or understand. but that realization may be far to late for you to undo your actions.
some more studies
don't ask abt the girl in the corner.... please. this day was actually pretty interesting alot of flights got cancelled so alot of car reservations ended up not coming. I reckon I did two pages on this day. I did another still life study of a bell pepper. I really like it but I know the contrast could be stronger.
This day was still pretty scary too cause there was a TON of fog which made the flight delay a ton and I got to talk to alot of stranded travelers. always love to chat and stop and talk with someone. it's like time will wait for us to talk about the weather and where my grandma used to live and the places we have been. it's real fun.
The mandatory GOONER PAGE
Yeahhh okay mother gothel may have been the villain BUT SHE'S MY PRINCESS OKAY. with my mommy issues her obsessive and manipulative personality ZOMG SHE CAN DO THAT TO MEEEEEEE
plus she is such a mature HOTTIEEEE she got them crows feet and defined cheek bones and smile lines RAHHHHH damn!!! I drew her in something more modern cause of course her dress in the movie FUCKS. I just KNOW she'd look so good. AND SHE DOES.
I also had a moment with drawing robot girls. as someone that often troubleshoots tech the ideas for what a robot person can do is like limitless. thinking about technician x robot stories or robots getting "hacked" this is pretty basic puppy hypnosis.
FRANCINE LEMME HIT PLEASEEE
THE MILF TRAIN AIN'T NEVER GON STOP. I really Like Francine. she's always been one of my fav adult cartoon moms. other than marge but that's cause marge has genuine motherly instincts and its adorable.Francine is just what I want my femme energy to be.
More damn robot stuff. I drew a humanoid IDOG cause my friend said so. she's really cute. another drawing is of this girl I saw on tik tok and was really obsessed with her facial structure. so of course I drew her. 
puppy?
deez mfrs could not keep me off the LEASH. Just had a cute idea of a lil puppy girl having a brain melt cause she's on a leash. and ANOTHER portrait of a tik toker. this time it was because she did some really sick metal covers.
She introduced me to inhale technique and its what I currently use to do death metal covers. which is really cool. and there's like a half done sketch of kim pines i think from the scott pilgrim movie.
I love girls with strong facial features. like plastic surgeons will see a girl with a square jaw line and mald.
BUNUY!! SHAHAHAUNDUIN
ANOTHER TIK TOK PERSON I'M SORRYYY I like scroll alot when im bored at work so like I get alot of my ideas from that. but cmon this is a carnival typa strong woman. like they have the hammer and do all the "strongman" tricks. she is BUILT ASFFFF like body goallsssss.
and there is some bunuys!!! I love bunnies so much. little big ear babiesssss..... I've just been obsessed with prey animals since I've just kinda regressed into my rather docile personality. I've been working on a diet to slim down and also try and gain some muscle. not in an obvious gym bro type of way I just know there is some bunnuys to protect out there. Might have to stop a truck from hitting a deer.
It's been incredible to see deers more often since I work close to a forest cause they just walk around alot. they are just so cute and pure.
Oh nah the lesbeans are being weird again
This is just something I find oddly romantic. not really sexual really. but it's still pretty hawt heheh~~
the other is my bastard pony sona again. the friendship is magic kinda style just kinda pugifies the pony by making the nose pretty stubby. I mean I do kinda prefer the 80s version but I love doodling in the friendship is magic style. and then The REAL version. real horse anatomy to me is just really funny. Like horse reaction images are just my fav thing ever in the world.
I LOVE SCARY GIRLS!!
I have really gotten tired of weird kid "fashion" stuff like scene and emo is just a costume for people and people outside of that scene treat it as such. thus makes the conservative men want a "goth girl".
I just love when goth girls do not care to cater to men or anyone really. Like overly aggressive makeup and overkill piercings gah I just love it so much.
Speaking of men.... THE VILLAGE PEOPLE ZOMG. old people must have the worst gaydar ever. cause how did they not know the village people were the biggest gay himbos ever.
Heyyy postal boyzzzz~~~
I was just thinking about the postal dude in a thin black athletic shirt and i jnounsidniujg gguf GAHHHHHH!!!!
sorri not to get all rabid about it but DAMN. I drew the other long hair guy and did not really mean it to kinda look like the postal 1 guy. but it's like close enough. I'm kinda recovering from an artblock right now and I think you can kinda see that it starts here.
I mean I never know when artists are going through artblock but lemme tell you I could tell I was from this drawing
Did I mention my depressive episodes are flaring up again?
Holy edgelord batman. I really gotta say 2010-2018 was like the peak of my interest in mascot/subversive internet horror. and the peak of all of it was with DDLC. I thought the dating game genre subversion was incredible. and the deaths were pretty brutal. and the oddly realistic one was sayori's death.
the other girls had somewhat scary death scenes but like for something that has no blood and no obvious signs of struggle Sayori's death has to be the most brutal of DDLC.
er idk the actors name but she was really good to study for facial proportions.
DEATH GRIPS IS ONLINE.
I've been doing backflips since the new album announcement from death grips about them working on the new album. I had been convinced that death grips just was not gonna be a thing after the final tour and andy leaving the group
For the almost 7 years I've known the group they have influenced me alot. it might not show but my style would be very different without them. and here is sidney sweeny being a lizard person. I miss when the worst drama a celeb would have would be their association with Illuminati and not reinforcing nazi dog whistles.
I really don't care about her I just love to be judgemental to people that don't worry about their rent.
My Fursona....
My sona is an excuse to crossdress not to be a stupid raccoon. I don't really have the money to test with women's fashion at all so I'll just have to settle with my sona dressing like a slut.
Creepy girlllsss. goth pastel will never not seem like melene martenez core to me. but I love it so much doeeee. I wanna do more work with goth pastel cause i love using pastel colors but still wanna draw creepy stuff.
I only did one page on this day.I'm not trying to rush this book but my output is certainly slowing down and I just gotta adjust to that.
A Brick Shit House
I love me some brown girls what moe can I say. Girl in the bangs and curls is giving like old barbie Nicki when she was still weird and did not fold to the "baddie" type of fashion.
speaking of baddie!!! there is some ass here!!! not much a fan of drawing ass cause like it's hard to draw the face too. and I'd rather have the face than the ass so I don't really draw women from the back often.
I mean ass is cool with me tho its nice soft and often voluptuous. when I do draw ass I normally draw cellulite and stretch marks cause I mean ass is just fat and muscle so its all natural.
