A Great Sickness Has Taken Me

My yearly head cold has taken me and I'm in the thick of it. It's rather odd the level fatigue is so high, enough to where I cannot write as fast as I wish I could.

To mention again, it is yearly. rather odd to me. that I have such a bad bout of sickness. I spent 2 weeks with an illness of this draining with a foggy dead brained wish that I would over come it. I remember pushing greatly through mental strain and joint weakness working the hardest job I've had.

This feeling is somewhat nostalgic, the brain fog is oddly comforting. there's alot to be stressed about but I simply do not have the energy to worry. I do have a good reason to just not overwhelm myself.

 

I'm going to the doctors tomorrow cause a fatigue and massive break will make me lose lean mass, I'm already down to high 150s. and I'm Insuring I get high protein and higher calories in order to prevent further loss, with no health insurance I'm afraid of what my options are looking to be. I know it will be expensive, but I just don't know how much.

currently I have 5k in savings, which I hope to NOT take a big divot out of. other times I visited it was not over 500$ so lets just hope.... it's something reasonable.